Jeremiah's Blog
Date: Monday February 8, 2010
Time: 3:16 PM
Mood: napping,
Current Nickname: Brother
Daddy and I have been planning to take you boys to Disneyland and just found out that we are getting a tax refund so we will be getting to go a lot sooner than we thought! We are so excited! I just bought you a mickey mouse digital camera for only 14.00 online and know you will have so much fun taking your own pictures soon. I am hoping to get Jeremiah's blog added to this website soon. For anyone who doesn't know it is at http://blessedwithwes.blogspot.com/
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I love you
Date: Monday February 1, 2010
Time: 1:16 PM
Mood: sentimental,
Current Nickname: Yesey
As I sit here typing I am listening to the sounds of both boys protesting their naps while laying in their beds. For the first time today after I put Wesley down for his nap he got out of bed and came into the living room where I was sitting on the couch watching Rachael Ray and giving Jeremiah his bottle to tell me " I don't want my nap!" Of course He was sent right back to bed and by that time Jeremiah was finished eating and put down in his bed as well. Usually both boys are amazing about just going to bed but for some reason today they are just in there wailing and egging each other on! I don't get it. It's not like I am putting them down any earlier than usual and they are both usually such great sleepers. oooh they are both quiet now yay! :) Yesterday we went up to Sabino Canyon with some friends for a couple of hours and had a picnic in the sand by the creek. It was really nice and relaxing, plus it was Jeremiah's first time aside from when I was pregnant of course! I have been going through a lot lately with my health and have been really scared. It's been about two weeks now since I spent the weekend in the hospital. I am so glad to be back home with my husband and boys.
Wesley you are such an amazing son. You make me so happy and proud to be your mommy! I love the special bond that we share and I will always always love you!!! I have to trust in God that I will be around for many many years even decades to come like I want to be. And I pray that I'll be around to be a grandma to your children. You have no idea how much I've been dreaming about being a grandma since you were born. When you were a baby I would hold you in my arms and sing to you and tell you stories of how you came to be and try to soak in the feeling of holding you and the look on your face when you would smile up at me and try to imagine what it would be like to one day hold your son or daughter and remember holding you.
When I was in the hospital I kept praying to God to let me come home and be a mommy to you boys and be with Daddy. I asked and actually begged God to let me live a long and healthy life and to heal me. I am taking it as a promise from the Lord that I will be here to live a long and healthy life because He sent me home well from the hospital and brought me back to you all. I know the Lord is to thank for everyday whether we are healthy or not. I pray that you and your brother will always remember that Jesus really does love you and He made you both very special. If it wasn't for the Lord hearing and answering prayers Daddy and I wouldn't have you or Jeremiah!!
I believe that God is good and will allow me to be in good health to raise you boys. And if for some reason the Lord has other plans I pray that you and Jeremiah will know that those plans are for good even if it doesn't feel like it. I know it is very hard and sad to grow up without a mother and I pray everyday more than you know that God will not take me from you boys and your daddy. I want with all my heart to be here to raise you and see you grow up and get married and become a daddy. I want to hold your children in my arms and kiss them and tell them stories of your childhood and I want to babysit them and spoil them in the way that only a grandmother can.
I am trusting in God that I will be blessed by Him to do all those things. However if I should pass and not be able too I pray that you will know that I am with Jesus and that I will see you again one day if you just believe in Him and live your life for the Lord. Nothing would make me happier than to know you and Jeremiah are saved. Please no matter what happens in your life live it for the Lord! Don't turn your back on Him who made you! You are not just here by accident. God has a very special plan for your life and for Jeremiah's and you both are miracles. Daddy and I love you so much. We are so proud of you. You bring so much joy to our lives.
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From: Brenda
Posted On: Monday February 8, 2010 at 3:28 PM
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my loving boy
Date: Friday January 15, 2010
Time: 4:10 AM
Mood: proud,
Current Nickname: Mickey house
I love you I will always love you. You make me so proud. You are a wonderful big brother and such a great helper to me. I have really enjoyed watching you grow into such a sweet little boy. Everyday now you come over to me and say "I love you daisy duck" or "I love you minnie house" When I call you by name you always say "No minnie house, I mickey house" and you always make sure I remember to call Jeremiah "Donald Duck". Even if you are crying or upset. You have really grown to be so compassionate and that just makes me so happy and proud. If you bump into me or anyone you are quick to say "I'm sorry I hurt you" and gently pat where you bumped. And lately you've even begun crawling up next to me and saying "I want to hug you" and just cuddling with me. I pray you will always be loving and warm to those around you and a helper to those in need. Being your mommy is such a joy in my life. I praise God daily for allowing me to be your mom.
Love you Mickey House!!!
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